42-year-old Rachel.has been married for nearly two decades to her college sweetheart, with whom she has three kids under the age of 13. She worked for 10 years in the healthcare industry, before becoming a full-time mom. She rides a Peloton every morning, attends PTA meetings in the afternoons, and in her spare time, knits sweaters.
But Rachel also has another hobby, one that makes her a bit different from the other moms in her Texas suburb. Once a month or so, after she and her husband put the kids to bed, Rachel texts her in-laws—who live just down the street—to make sure they’re home and available in the event of an emergency. And then, Rachel takes a generous dose of magic mushrooms, or sometimes MDMA, and spends the next several hours tripping balls.
“Everything feels incredible. Everything tastes incredible. All your sensory experiences are really intense. Sex is incredible as well,” she told me. “If you take MDMA with a partner, it feels almost like you can accomplish what you would in, like, five years of couples counseling, in a night.”
In American popular culture, psychedelic drugs are probably best known as recreational substances beloved by the sort of dreadlock-sporting, patchouli-marinated, camper van–dweller who takes sound baths instead of actual baths. But their use has sharply risen in the last decade or so-- one study published in July 2024 found that the percentage of adults aged 35 to 50 who had used hallucinogens within the past year was seven times what it was in 2014. And it’s not just hippies driving the trend.
Celebrities of all stripes—from Mike Tyson to Miley Cyrus—have gone public about their love of psychedelics; Prince Harry’s memoir describes how he used them to cope with his mother’s death. And in the tech community, where optimization-obsessed men are always trying to live better through chemistry, micro-dosing has become a ubiquitous practice; a 2023 WSJ article called psychedelics “The Drugs that Power Silicon Valley.” But beyond tech bros and their Hollywood neighbors, there is a less-vocal cohort of psychedelic users: high-achieving women who use these drugs as a form of self-care.
A 2022 NPR report about micro-dosing moms—also sometimes known by the moniker “mushroom mommies”—featured much hand-wringing from doctors about what could possibly be prompting women to do such a thing, including one psychiatrist who ominously pronounced that they were “basically experimenting on themselves.”
And
of course, to dabble in drug use without fear of arrest or
incarceration suggests a certain amount of privilege—which leads to the
question of whether there’s something not just dangerous but
cringe-worthy about the women who patronize a loose network of ketamine
clinics, holistic therapists, and “spirit journey” resorts that have sprung up to serve a more bougie breed of drug user. The website for one such luxury retreat greets visitors
with a millennial pink background and a boho aesthetic sizzle reel,
asking, “Are you ready to stop medicating and start healing?”
The stigma surrounding these substances remains strong, especially among those who came of age at the height of the 1990s-era War on Drugs and the accompanying government program D.A.R.E., a valiant but ill-fated attempt to transform the country’s middle schoolers into an army of tiny narcs. Rachel fully realized how much of the “just say no” messaging was based on fear rather than facts when she began reading up on the science of psychedelics. “I feel like we were just so lied to,” Rachel said. “Mushrooms or LSD or MDMA, the way that they were sold as gateway drugs. ‘You’re going to end up on the street and you’re going to get raped.’ But they have changed my life in really significant ways," she added.
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